Douluo's lovelorn can become stronger

Chapter 354 Furious Qin Jian

The sun is setting in the sky, the sunset is in the sky, and the breeze is blowing. It is a quiet and peaceful night.

But the atmosphere on the highest terrace of the Papal Palace was unusually dull.

It's like a cloudy day. Although it doesn't rain, it weighs heavily on my heart and makes me unhappy.

The maids came in and out, not daring to make a sound or even take a breath.

"I haven't given anything, so there's no need to feel sad..."

Bibi Dong lowered her eyes, not wanting Qin Jian to see her weak eyes clearly, and just said softly: "Qin Jian, you are always like this, you are very transparent about many things, so transparent that one sentence can tear people's hearts apart... "

"What I said is wrong. If you never really paid, how could you be willing to attack me? Isn't it because there is no sunk cost?"

Qin Jian shook the goblet in his hand, but he didn't mean anything elegant. Instead, he raised his head and drank it in one gulp.

"Didn't you say that drinking on an empty stomach is not good?" Bibi Dong said suddenly.

"When you are in a bad mood, how can you care about your health?" Qin Jian put down his wine glass and said calmly.

"You are indeed right. I really don't know how to be nice to someone. I have never had such an experience, and my ability in this area is also lacking..."

Bibi Dong also drank it in one gulp, then filled it up for both of them, and continued: "I have too many desires and want to get too much. I often feel that I deserve many things, whether it is the awe of others or the Your kindness and liking for me..."

Her eyes slowly sank: "Because I haven't had the opportunity to control my life since I was a child, so I want to control everything now... Because I got too little when I was growing up, and now I have such a big desire..."

"Whatever happens must have a cause. I am who I am now, and it is not something I can decide on my own."

Bibi Dong raised her eyes and looked at him, as if hoping to see a different reaction from him.

But Qin Jian was not moved at all by her confession.

He just swung the glass again, then raised his head and drank.

"It's not the first day I met you. I already knew what kind of person you were. It's my fault... I always thought I was special. I thought you would treat me differently. I thought you would slowly learn this as time goes by. Understand what emotions are and how to manage them..."

Qin Jian poured the wine again, smiled faintly, and said without warmth: "But I was wrong, you are still the same you, and you will not stop for anyone, no matter what past we have, no matter what we have experienced or not After 10 years of love, no matter how I approach you or treat you well, in your heart, you are still the most important, your own desires are the most important..."

"No, it's not like that!"

Bibi Dong suddenly raised her head, a pair of eyes on her perfect face staring straight at Qin Jian: "I just don't understand, I haven't fully understood this yet, but I understand it now, just when I almost killed you!"

"Unfortunately...it's already too late..."

I don’t know when, while you were coming and going, the red wine had been finished.

But as if they didn't realize it, the two picked up Qin Jian's purified wine, seamlessly connected, and continued drinking on an empty stomach.

The maids looked at the silent dishes on the table and silently mourned them...

"Is it really too late..." Bibi Dong murmured.

"At least this time..."

After drinking too much, Qin Jian felt that his brain was a little swollen. He held his forehead with one hand, but his voice was still calm: "At least this time... it's really late..."

"Without special circumstances, it is impossible for me to trust a woman who wants to kill me..."

He rubbed his temples and stood up unsteadily.

"Drinking two kinds of wine together is still too high. Let's leave it like this today...it's getting late..."

Bibi Dong saw him leaving, but grabbed his hand fiercely: "Qin Jian, is it really too late?"

Tears kept falling down her face. This was the first time she couldn't hide the sadness in her heart.

Affection is touching, but it is also the most hurtful.

"This time...it's really late..."

Qin Jian didn't look at her, but slowly pulled her hand away.

"But…"

She stood up suddenly and stood in front of him. She looked at Qin Jian with tearful eyes: "You clearly said that you would teach me these things that I don't know how to do. You promised me that no matter what I have, No matter how good you are, you will keep teaching..."

"Those words... those words... don't count?"

Qin Jian suddenly began to gasp for breath, and felt that the huge boulder was pressing on his heart, making him unable to breathe.

"It doesn't count! None of it counts!"

He suddenly became furious and threw the wine bottle off the table with his hand.

"Oh!"

The bottle hit the ground, splinters scattered everywhere.

The maids were as silent as a cicada.

"Why do you have to count! Why do I have to accommodate you! Why can you never think of me!"

Qin Jian suddenly stretched out his hand and pinched Bibi Dong's neck as the maids looked at her in horror, their eyes full of madness.

Alcohol has made him lose control...

"You! You let me go!"

Bibi Dong wanted to run away, but was unwilling to use her soul power, so she had no choice but to let Qin Jian pinch her neck so hard.

A feeling of losing control of her life welled up in her heart. Even though she knew she could break free at any time, she still felt extremely panicked.

"Let go? Why should I let go?"

Qin Jian sneered and said: "You should also experience this feeling for me. This feeling of not having your life in your own hands!"

"Do you know that without her, I would really be dead -"

He yelled the last sentence almost hysterically, his eyes red from the roar, as if he wanted to break Bibi Dong's neck right now.

But he relaxed the next moment.

"Cough cough..."

Bibi Dong held her neck and took a few steps back, coughing a few times with some difficulty.

"Now, do you understand how I feel?"

Qin Jian suddenly regained his composure, but if you look into his eyes, you will find that the look inside them is still frantic.

A lot of emotions are suppressed in my heart, and they will burst out after losing control.

Everyone has negative emotions.

"I see…"

Bibi Dong let go of her neck and whispered: "I'm sorry..."

"no need."

Qin Jian took a deep breath and realized something was wrong deep in his consciousness. He resisted the violent impulse and left the terrace, preparing to leave.

But Bibi Dong suddenly caught up with him and grabbed his hand: "Wait a moment."

"What are you doing again?" Qin Jian turned around impatiently.

"How can you forgive me? Do you really want me to die?" Bibi Dong asked anxiously.

Qin Jian sneered: "If I want you to die, will you really die?"

"I...I won't..." Bibi Dong lowered her head.

"Then what do you mean by saying that?"

Qin Jian shook her hand away impatiently.

"But I can make it up to you in other ways..."